söndag 13 januari 2013

Living ze dream

Wonderful dream is coming true. I write in english mainly beacuse it's annoying when missing three small but rather important letters on the dashboard. But also beacause Im now better at expressing myself in english than swedish.

So Finally, after 150 miles I found free internet (still a smalanning and dont want to pay fucking 5 dollars for one hour internet). Awsomeness. Well Im in Australia: what more do you need to know?
I could tell you about the lovely bluemountains and three sisters and the katoomba city. Also I could tell you about the wildlife: flying foxes, koalas, kangaroos, wombats, platipous, dingos, snakes, lizards, spiders and insects etc etc. Or the turkoise cristall clear water or the quite painful jellyfishes. But i would rather show you pictures which I unfortunatly havent had time to upload yet. But just you wait until a couple of days. I will smear my living dreams in your faces ;)

It is just simply awsome so im sorry if I am a bit showoff.

Three weeks have already passed and Ive been in Sidney, the operahouse, harbour bridge, the botanical gardens in all cities, bondi and manly beach, bluemountains, katoomba, port macquire, coffs harbour, surfers paradise at the goldcoast, byron bay, brisbane and now hervey bay. Ive been visitng zoos, national parks, rainforests, steppes/bushlands, been kajaking on the pacific ocean and seen both sea turtles and dolphins, snorkeling and seen corals and fishes. Its just simply an awsome country but i start to feel a tiny bit homesick. Probebly end tomorrow when we visit frasier island for three wonderful days and if not then: then the day after we come home from frasier island when we will go to three days to white sunday islands and sailing and diving.

Most important I need it. Finally I feel that Im sleeping throught the whole night. I feel rested when I wake up at the mornings and I finally feel the will to do things beacuse I want to: not because I have to or someone is expecting me to. For the first time I feel I really want to get home to get a job and a appartment. I want to study and I feel that I accually can straighten out my life again. I finally feel what I want to do and what I dont want to do. \

I simply love life again and the people I am meeting and I didnt know that I was able to feel that kind of fluttering. All the other backpackers and the australians. Already Ive met ten guys that made my heart flutter a bit too much for a normal nathalie-day and also didnt hurt to watch. Do I need to say that half of them was red haired...? Ive met one indie-inspired man in port macquire whith dreads and he didn't hurt to look at: also he was some kind of biologist and also a man from brisbane who was burning for whales and had been working with the humpbackwhales for several years and acually also had a similar biology degree that I will get. A scottish guy (red haried "sight") that was just simply beutiful in body, soul and personality. To bad he was leaving same day we arrived so we only talked for a couple of hours. And one of the most funny guys Ive ever met who ive got a kiss on the cheek from just by giving him some advises on his clothing (alot of dresscodes unfurtunately to the bars and clubs). There was (im quite shamed :$) 3 irish mens (do i need to say red-haired?) that all caught my eye on the same party and since I couldnt get the mind clear enought I simply had some wine and tried my best to ignore them :s ...

Good what Ive forgotten feelings :S But it feels good to feel alive again: to acually do things i like and simply flipping of anybody that tells me to do someting I dont want. To be able to accually see and most of the time talk to people I think is purdy. Also now Im finally made up my mind and I am going to visit this boy in north/middle of sweden when I get back. Just to see what happens so I know that I've atleast gave it a try.

Now, i guess it is sleepy time. Tomorrow its time for frasier and I need to charge both batteries for camra and some energy for me. Tomorrow its going to be 36 degrees so Im embracing myself and reminding me to never ever complain about warm summers in sweden ever again. After the 50 degrees ni alice springs I will probebly die of hypothermia when I get back to Sweden. At least I will be freezing. All i long is for hjarteslaget so I finally can meet all friends again. Its gonna be rough with the 20 hours flight but I can do it. I will make it. The first day back in Sweden should be a pary day :)  

In and out!



 





 

1 kommentar:

  1. Åh vad underbart det låter!
    Och vad härligt att du kommit in i den här fantastiska semesterkänslan. Ibland behöver man bara komma bort och släppa lös och känna att livet inte är så komplicerat som man tror.
    Håll kvar känslan så kanske vi kan få låna lite av den på Hjärtslaget. ;)

    Kram

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